12/27/09

Today I am learning that even though the past few days have been pretty good. I am still one of God's broken Lost Boys.

I know in my heart that everything is going to work out in the way he has planned, but parts inside of me are screaming for answers that I cannot give and it just hurts to be in my skin.

I need peace of mind.

I let myself be broken apart and I am trying to build myself up but it just feels like the work is almost too much to bare. I need help. I need guidance. I need a rabbi/guru/pastor/mentor that is not quite so far away. I need love.