Tuesday, November 17, 2009

In an attempt to tip the scales....

I seem to have come to a point in my life where I am a person balanced on to parts trying to make themselves whole. In one corner we have the first half...lets call him Rob

Rob as most would describe him is a party boy. He lives for the nights when he and his fellow friends go out into the night to loose themselves in the madesss that surrounds them. He dances like his life depends on it. He drinks. He loves Lady Gaga and is really not sure why. Somthing in the music is a promise most people cannot hear. If you cut him he would bleed glitter. He has encounters in bathrooms and wakes up feeling like death but free for in those moments during and after he feels at his most alive.

Now lets talk part B. B as we will call him doesnt hate Rob but he wishes he understood him more. B likes to read. a lot. His goal is to tackle the Russians but everytime he builds the courage something happens. He will prevail. B loves movies and rainstorms and music that is a guy or a girl with a guitar and themselves. B wants to be better. B wishes he had a place to go and just hide. Be would love to go for hikes and make his own granola and doesnt care if you think he smokes pot and wears patchoulli....(neither of which he does). When you cut be he will tell you his secrets. B is kind of soft. B is easily broken. Rob was pretty much built to protect B. Rob is B's Pretty Monster Protector.

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